please forgive me

I love it when they try to get intimate
Even though they know I really ain't into it
I already know the game and I've been through it
See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans
Wear victoria secret with my TNA underneath
You wanna step to me?
i say you gotta long way 2 go

You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
I'm gonna tell you why you can't
you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know how to act, just fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'm a bad girl
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way 2 go

I love it when they try to get scandalous
Even though they know they really can't handle it
They can't handle it
Try and take me out to dinner, I'll cancel it
If you really wanna know me first of all
You should never try to get to personal
'Cause I meant it when I said:
That you gotta long way to go

i may not know about true feelings and abiding love.
but i do know about lies, lust and manipulation.
things you know not of.
i've learned to be the saint,
and the sinner.
don't play dumb with me, i'm better at it than you.
i'd hate to be you when people find out what this is all about.

i don't usually do this but you're probably super blind.
like BLIND. those colored contacts of yours don't do shit.
they aren't making you see any clearer.
cause ever since october or november, you haven't done crap.
and i'm starting to see what people have been saying from the start.
YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT.
i'm lost in everything i've ever trusted.
but i just can't get enough.
how is it that i'm breaking and you just seem to be getting stronger.
your heart of stone is leaving me here to die slowly.
every night i cry, and i die a little more each time.
soon enough, there won't be anything left inside.
just give me reasons to believe cause i swear i'm done.
i'm trying to fight to stay, but its as if you're fighting to end this.
i've never been this scared, times racing.
my hearts going off somewhere else.
nothing will keep this heart from beating.
i should just save my heart for someone thats worth dying for.
i want you so bad, i'll go back on the things i believe.
the thing thats holding me back is the time we never had.
my worlds hanging on three words i can't bare to say.
you just left me broken.
if you broke me, you better make me up again.
cause i'm not gonna put all this on my friends to put me together again.
i meet assholes like you everyday.
the ones that gave me every reason to believe that i'd found the one.
my doubts just sold me out.
is this really what you wanted?
about letting go?
cause once i'm gone, i'm not looking back.
and i'm not coming back. i never have.
i'll leave you there just like how you're leaving me.
I eat pieces of sh*t like you for breakfast.

i Don't know what it is, but something about you is so irresistible
don't try and tell me that he's not my type to Hide what I feel inside
when he makes me weak with desire, i Know that im supposed to make him wait
let him think I like the chase but i cant stop fanning the fire
Dont you think I'm trying to tell my heart whats right
That I should really say goodnight But I cant stop myself from falling
Maybe I'll tell him how i feel, that I dont want to play no game
Cant You see whenever he's close to me I really find it hard to breathe
I Know I meant to say No
But he's Irresistible Up close and personal
Now inescapable I can hardly breathe
More than just physical Deeper than Spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me

is this true? true love isn't questionable.
love should be a secret, secrets cause problems.
when it comes to true love, theres no such thing as dealing.
or being unsure. true love means the feeling is true.
true love isn't supposed to be for you, its supposed to be for them.
i hate how being just friends is good enough for you.
i hate how you seem so fine with everything when its killing me inside.
you're not worth the time this is taking.
You can only push a girl away for so long
until she walks out of your life on her own
so be careful and make sure this is
what you want
because once she turns around
she isn't coming back
perfect guys don’t exist, but there is always one guy that is perfect for you.

Never thought that I'd be so weak
Never thought that I'd let my feelings free
I hid my heart long ago
Why did this have to happen to me?
I know this is special
Cause the way you make me feel
It’s so special
The way we keep it real
The only problem that I have
He’s in love with another girl

Why does it seem that every time I open my heart?
He’s already in love
Wishing one day I’ll be the lucky girl
Being with you is all I’m thinking of
Now I’m not saying you should leave your girl
Tell me, “Get going”
I’ll understand
Just let me know when I’m wasting my time
And if so, then I’ll leave

It feels so right
At times it feels so wrong
But hope is what keeps me strong
That’s what keeps me going on
you’re so special
It’s so special
The only problem that I have
He’s in love with another girl

I’m not the type of girl to bring confrontation
I’m not trying to steal you away
Boy this game we're playing is dangerous
Cos in the end someone has to pay
And I know you two got something special
So i'm just gonna let you be
Thanks for all the moments that we shared
And for setting my heart free.

It was on some winter day. When my heart began to stray.
Never thought I'd make such a big mistake & Throw my life away

I've gone days without food
I've went weeks without sleep
Keeping this in

I've got cuts I can't close
I've got wounds that won't heal
It's all your fault

I've been shattered and wrecked
My hand's covered in blood, scars on my skin
I forgot how to feel,
Now i'm weak, double-dealing
My skin is paper thin

I've been through this, Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it
I've been through this, Over and over again

I'd go years without tears, In a life with no fear
A life without you
Now I'm breaking my back, as i cover my tracks
My skin is paper thin once again
This was not a test
This was all for real

*seduction-temptation-destruction-scabs-scars.

sometimes you've got to get fucked up to feel sober, cry to see clear and fall a hundred times to learn how to pick yourself back up again.
sometimes the person you love isn't ready to catch you.
sometimes things fall apart so that better things can fall together.
either way, someones gonna get hurt, but 100% we all heal.

after all this time, what's next?
it took all this silence to realize, that thats all there will ever be.
strangers.
i'm not perfect, but i keep on trying, cause thats what i said i'd do from the start.
i'm not alive if i'm lonely.
but as long as i can feel you holding on, i won't fall.
but i can't feel it, was it something i said,
or just my personality.
was it something i did, or something you said.
was i out of line.
did i say something way to honest & it made you run and hide.
like a scared little boy.
anybody could've told you right from the start, it was gonna fall apart.
this thing is breaking down, we almost never speak.

if he's causing you pain, then hes not the one.

cause one day you'll find a guy whose worth all the tears, but won't make you cry.

but you do seem worth the tears, but how come when i cry they're not tears of joy?
i'm so used to being alone at home, and thats when i start to breakdown.
just the loneliness kills me, i wanna leave and just not come back.
new start, fressh.
her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place.
i just hate how we don't talk.
how we act like we don't see each other.
when really we make each other turn heads.
the way how we act like theres nothing.
how we act like we're so innocent.
i hate that feeling when i'm looking down and i see converse.
the feeling where those converse could possibly be yours.
then i look up and they're not, the feeling of disappointment.
and when they are, i don't take the chance to even say hi.
then the even bigger feeling of disappointment in yourself.
really, this innocence is brilliant.
but honestly, why should i care.
you weren't there when i was scared, i was alone.
i'm starting to trip. i'm losing my grip.
i'm on my own.

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