please forgive me

If a guy wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for his behavior.
Let your intuition save you from getting hurt.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.

Never live your life for a guy before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the guy wasn't treating you right then fuck that.
Obviously you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don`t settle for less.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, leading you on cause he wants someone there then he probably is.
Don't stay with him because you think "it'll get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things aren't better & probably didn't get better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
So don't expect him to listen and do everything you say, their not trained animals.
As much as it doesn't seem like it sometimes, they have feelings too.
Avoid guys who have slept with a bunch of different girls.
He didn't care about about how the girls felt after their one night stand, why would he treat you any differently?
He wouldn't, cause your probably not different.
He probably said and did the same things with you that he did with the other ones.

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Have some boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
He can't read your mind, talking helps, yelling gets you nowhere.
Crying isn't gonna make things any better or help either.
Never let a guy know everything, as much as you trust him now he'll use it against you later.
You can't change how a guy acts.
Changing is a decision they make themselves, & they'll only do it if they want to.
Don't ever make him feel like he is more important than you are.
If you both care enough about each other, your both equal.

Don't make him your everything, he's a guy, nothing more nothing less.
Never let him define who you are as a person.
He's suppose to be with you cause he likes YOU.
Never "borrow" someone else's guy.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you again.
A guy will only treat you the way you allow him to treat you.
All guys aren`t whores.

You shouldn't be the one making all the sacrifices, compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships, there is nothing cute about a relationship that comes with baggage.
Deal with your issues before going into a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to complete you, being dependant gets you nowhere.
The whole point of a relationship is to take each others bullshit and pull through it cause you care but not when it comes to the point that it's unhealthy.
A relationship consists of two people.
Look for someone that you could bring the best out in & that'll bring the best out in you.
Dating is supposed to be fun, even if he doesn't turn out to be who you thought he was.
It's not suppose to stress you out, it's not suppose to be a hassle.
Your with that other person because you like spending time with them, not to argue & fight.
Don't spend every minute of everyday with him.
When a guy always know where you are, and you're always available, he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a guy who's not fully committed to you.

Dont make him a priority, when your only an option.

i know what i want, and its not YOU.
fucking screw that in your effing head.
just ghettoway, gtfo.
maybe i shouldn't use that cause maybe you won't understand,
GET THE FLYING FUCK AWAY FROM ME.
love is for suckers.
peace bitch.

ps. sorry that i'm a bitch, BUT THIS COULD BE TO ANYONE. or everyone.

You're a dumbass, you need to calm down on EVERYTHING.
stop being such a drama queen about shit,
you need to fucking man up and quit being so pusssy.
take my advice, treat em' like dirt and don't show that you hurt.
thats how i get pulled in, BE A MAN.
emotional men are fucking fugly.
and i know you might say thats not right.
that you gotta treat a girl right, take her out,
wine and dine her, always be polite right?
thats right, being nice never hurt anyone.
but you're just a goody two shoes.
you've got style and you've got grace.
but boy, you try so hard i just laugh in your face.
yeah, your a nice guy with the wrong attitude.
i want a bad boy.
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now I know who you are
it didn't take me long
i see i should have known it from the start
you got nothin on me
can't tell me lies don't even try
Cause this is goodbye
to broken promises.
working hard to read between the lines
he smiles at a girl while passing by
i'd give, do, or say anything just to get a smile too.
but now I'm on my way

I tried to fight for love and i went insane. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt, and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, and most of the time, it seems like they never will. But eventually, everything is going to iron out some way or another. You just have to believe, keep your faith, and move on.
I keep on forgeting to forget you. I’ve got no idea why I still think of you and check your facebook profile each time I log on. Even though I keep telling myself, I’ve got no more feelings for you, I can’t help thinking that you’d change. Though, deep down I know, nothing can really change who you are. But still I keep hoping. I know i should let go. You can live without me and not feel any pain, but I can’t live without you and feel everything.
No one deserves to be treated like crap. So even if you love him with all you’ve got, with every fiber of your being and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it, you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.
People think if you love somebody hard enough, everything will work out. they're wrong, they don't. Everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts, envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. I've gotten you out of head, but getring you out of my mind is a different story. I hate myself for always giving the best of me to the people who treat me the worst. I’m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows; who will listen to a love song and see his face, who will look for him wherever she goes. I’m the type of girl who doesn’t get over things easily, who will beat herself up when someone doesn’t love her back. who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she’s not good enough. But I’m also the type of girl who’s strong; who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning. I’m strong on the surface but not all the way through. I stopped talking to you so that you would miss me, but in the end, I’m the one missing you more than ever.
The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone. It is feeling the same as you ever did, even though you know you shouldn’t, because he doesn’t anymore.
Round 3 of grade nine. The players change but the game remains. If one day you notice we haven’t talked in a while, it’s not because I don’t care anymore. It’s because you pushed me away. Uncertainty is the biggest torture in love and I think maybe the worst feeling is being forgotten by the one person you could never forget.
you feel jealous yet you can't complain.
you get hurt yet you can't show it.
you can love with all your heart, and yet you can't say it.
I want you so badly i physically hurt. Sometimes you just need to realize that you can’t have it all and you can’t fix every mistake you made. You need to move on and try to be happy, even if it’s the hardest thing you’ll ever do.
God, fml.

this is gonna be lame, but the last song has the exact romance story i want to have in my life. other than the whole part where they start fighting and the issues. but when they were all happy, omfg, i want something like that. i know it may be just a movie, but i know something like that is possible.
honestly, i don't think i'm gonna get that happiness just yet. i'm young, and i'm not ready. i have high standards that i'm sure someone can fill, just right now i'm not really looking. thats pretty shallow, i know. i just don't think anyone should get at me right now. i may not show it but i'm an emotional wreck right now. i cry almost everyday, just when you guys think i'm fine, everything could just be falling apart. i laugh cause i don't want people to worry. its cool if you guys do, but i rather just not talk about it. when people ask me about how i feel about this guy, i turn all speechless, not because he takes my fucking breath away, but because i just wouldn't know where to start. i'm unsure and confused. i don't need any guy to help me get over the guy i'm thinking about now. i just need best girls. really, i'm only doing this for you. don't even get at me. you're just setting yourself up for disappointment. i appreciate everything everyone has done, but i need time for self-discovery, on my own. give me time to grow up. i just want him right now, but its not gonna happen. even if it were there, it would just probably be a mistake. i wanna talk, but you can feel free to do what you always do. just flip your hair and walk away. cause if that makes you better good, then ..congratu-fuckin'-lations for you being happy, bitch. i really don't think you ever even thought of me as a friend, i'm starting to think you only thought of me as "the niner chick that creeps me" am i right or what? YOU ONLY LIKED THE FUCKING CHASE. i just made a terrible mistake falling for you, and now i'm paying for it. i'm just tired of fighting for what i love.

If someone wants you, nothing can keep them away. If someone doesn’t want you, nothing can make them stay.

you may not know this,
but i have alot on anger built in me.
i blame me for keeping it in.
but now i just wanna take all this anger and throw it at someone.
i don't know how you did it.
you just told me everything i wanted to hear than just leave.
it may just be my jealousy issues talking but,
i wanna fucking bust a cap up both your asses.
i didn't start this, but its on.
i'm not out to hurt anyone.
it was never my intention to hurt anyone,
or for me to get hurt.
but for some reason i got hurt again.
my heart has been broken so many times,
i stopped counting.
i don't know your story, but you don't know mine either.
i've got a past i wish i got erase.
i've made drama i shouldn't have even been into.
i met people that tore me up.
i become friends with people warn me about.
you just gotta understand something,
hearts don't just break, they get revenge.
learn it, before more hearts come after you.
and i know thats a dream for your desperate little ass,
but trust me, you don't wanna be a heartbreaker.